Couple weeks ago, post-shower madness
I have a shitty username from when I was like 13 but if any of my followers ever want to add me on Xbox Live just let me know. Could be cool to play with some you.
Every time a cute, single girl likes one of my posts about cuddling or going down I’m always so tempted to drop them a message ‘cause 9/10 it’s someone I’d love to do either with.
I don’t though ‘cause I’m never sure if they’d actually be down and I’d rather not inadvertently create an awkward situation.
I’m watching Boy Meets World stoned and I think I want to take a shower and find someone to hang with but I also kinda want to do absolutely nothing or maybe even just go back to sleep. It took me like 4 hours or so to finally go downstairs after waking up ‘cause I didn’t want to bother with anything or eat or even play music like I usually do. idk I’m having an odd day and there’s a few things I need to deal with that I’d rather avoid and I just ran out of weed and Idk what I’m doing.
I feel like it’s almost inevitable at this point that if there isn’t a major change & a lot of distance between us sometime soon this bitch is gonna drive me to go down to the river and shoot myself. I’ll give it 2 years or so at best.